Autoresponder for You

I never showed my girlfriend how I felt, I never told her I love her that often and I took her for granted and never moved into her new flat as I said I would. She emailed me saying she needs to do her own thing now and not to contact her for a while. I responded with the following:
Of course I understand, I am not asking for commitment and I know that you may never come back. I bared my soul because I so dearly Love you, it was not therapy to make me feel better, if anything it pains me even more.

I am not asking for your help, all I have left is faith in us and what we can still be and I choose to stand and wait, pray and hope, keep believing and inwardly fighting for our family.

The waiting needs to start now, you have no need to reply to this email, just do whatever it takes to make you happy, I just hope that road, somehow against all the odds leads you to us.

Is that to sad and soppy. I am not like this normally.