Why do I dream being in High School when I’m now an adult? It has been almost 10 yrs since I graduated from High School. It bothers me b/c I don’t’ want to dream of High school is always about missing a class or major test and being unable to graduate on time! What?! I graduated on time and did wonderfully in all areas in High School. I receive a full Academic Scholarship in which I graduated successfully. So, Also keep dreaming of a old crush too. Real Story: For the first to years of High School I had a crush on a jock. He seemed to like me too, but somehow I intimidated him ( I was not approachable I got shy around him). After two yrs I decided to talk to him tell him or ask for his number. I saw him on the hall way and I was on my way where he was standing and he was looking too. This was it! Wrong this girl came over grabbed him and kissed him! I past walk them on my business. I never did or said anything, since I’m respectful of people’s relationship and moved on after that painful experience for a teen. Well, as an adult I’m happily married and thrilled in my relationship. I know I married my soul mate. I’m also thinking going back to school to learn technology. So why would I have the same stupid dreams in trying to tell him but now I tell him in my dream that ” I did like you but now I’m in love and happily married.” Also, missing classes and major test dates and not being able to graduate in time! See why it doesn’t make sense to me at all.
It bothers me to keep dreaming these events….I dont’ want to keep dreaming these dreams. What do I do? The strange thing is that these started happening when my wedding announcement was announce in the newspaper of my old home town. Even though, now I live so far away since I got married. My old school reunion is going to occur this year and I’m not planning to attend. I currently don’t have a stable job, but I don’t’ care much about old high school life either. It was fun and I moved on. College was so much better for me. During High School my parents split up. So this is all I can think about that was needed to analyze it since I’m a former Social Worker but can’t figure it how to stop it or why this occurs so often. Thanks!